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Well if we are playing last word you win. As far as a sympathy card call it whatever you want. If you ever get to deal with it big man that you are then decide for yourself. You win. I'm uh what was it again... Well, I'm a bad person. Fair enough.:rolleyes: The reason I didn't post the other emails is pretty simple really. I let you make me angry for no reason. When I realized you use it as a way to control people and that intimidation works for you I decided that wasn't at all what I wanted. Since you seem hell bent on having the last word and making me look bad or stupid or whatever go ahead. You can do it until your blue in the face. I wish you well. As far as what others here think about you. That seems to be something you take pride in. What a sad thing that that is all you have to take pride in. I really do wish you well Jeremy Falcon. Have a good day. :rose:
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code-frog wrote:
You win. I'm uh what was it again... Well, I'm a bad person. Fair enough.
What a sorry write off. Face it, you can't own up. And yes you do play the sympathy card. Now you've been caught and are trying to blow the whole thing off because deep down you know I'm right.
code-frog wrote:
I let you make me angry for no reason.
You just said my words mean nothing to you, thus proving you're a liar.
code-frog wrote:
When I realized you use it as a way to control people and that intimidation works for you I decided that wasn't at all what I wanted.
What the fuck are you talking about? You came flaming off the handle over NOTHING!!! I got upset due to it and you say it's because I'm trying to control?!? Once again, look at the pot calling the tea kettle black. Simple psychology man, you accuse me of that because it's in you.
code-frog wrote:
Since you seem hell bent on having the last word and making me look bad or stupid or whatever go ahead. You can do it until your blue in the face. I wish you well.
I'm just pointing out the obvious.
code-frog wrote:
That seems to be something you take pride in.
I am what I am, and I'm not ashamed to be me. That's something you can't say when you look in the mirror I bet. Jeremy Falcon
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code-frog wrote:
You win. I'm uh what was it again... Well, I'm a bad person. Fair enough.
What a sorry write off. Face it, you can't own up. And yes you do play the sympathy card. Now you've been caught and are trying to blow the whole thing off because deep down you know I'm right.
code-frog wrote:
I let you make me angry for no reason.
You just said my words mean nothing to you, thus proving you're a liar.
code-frog wrote:
When I realized you use it as a way to control people and that intimidation works for you I decided that wasn't at all what I wanted.
What the fuck are you talking about? You came flaming off the handle over NOTHING!!! I got upset due to it and you say it's because I'm trying to control?!? Once again, look at the pot calling the tea kettle black. Simple psychology man, you accuse me of that because it's in you.
code-frog wrote:
Since you seem hell bent on having the last word and making me look bad or stupid or whatever go ahead. You can do it until your blue in the face. I wish you well.
I'm just pointing out the obvious.
code-frog wrote:
That seems to be something you take pride in.
I am what I am, and I'm not ashamed to be me. That's something you can't say when you look in the mirror I bet. Jeremy Falcon
Well judging by the 5.0 votes I've collected I must be going in the right direction. This is my last effort at this. I'm in now way going to try and *win* this. I cannot you seem to love arguing (and that's not a slap) it's just evident in this post and others that you enjoy spirited debate. You also don't give an credence to the fact that someone can do a thing realize it was a mistake and then try to correct it. That notion just doesn't seem to have any traction with you. So what I was going to tell you privately (which according to you is some act of cowardice) is that I have 3 herniated discs in my back one at L3-L4,L4-L5 and T11-T12. Sometimes I will do something that triggers a spasm. Presently I'm taking 75MG Indomethacin, 10/100 MG Hydrocodone (Lortab the maximum dose of Vicodin if you will.) and 350 MG of Soma (Clarisprodol) a muscle relaxant. These drugs make me very sleepy and they also lower my inhibitions. I get hot very easy (temperature) and my moods/temper swing either from the drug or the pain not sure which. All I can tell you is this. After my first reply I sat and thought about it. I thought about you and I thought about this place. I then thought, "Ah crap. That was stupid." So I then tried to repair things with you. This made you even more angry and further lowered your opinion of me and prompted a new series of personal attacks. I cannot in any way change how you feel or how you may react. You will either relent and accept my efforts for what they are or you will continue on your present course. I would really enjoy your relenting. Not because it bothers me as it doesn't at all. I grew up with a very verbally abusive family member and I can/could take this from your for years. I would enjoy your relenting because aside from this particular encounter I have really enjoyed your comments and actions at CP. Do I think you are full-strength yeah I do. But that's just who you are. Did I sit for hours and think of a reply (type it out and save it) to answer you other question in the lounge about how I got started working for myself? Yeah I did. Was I looking forward to posting the comments back to you and hearing your response yeah I was. I have no idea what else to do here. I have 20 more minutes before the next series of the above mentioned drugs kick in and I can go back to sleep though so for the next 6 hours I'm as lucid as I can get. I'm doing my very best to do a few things. First to throughly explain my actions. Second to try and reason out those actions and progress towards a solution
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code-frog wrote:
You win. I'm uh what was it again... Well, I'm a bad person. Fair enough.
What a sorry write off. Face it, you can't own up. And yes you do play the sympathy card. Now you've been caught and are trying to blow the whole thing off because deep down you know I'm right.
code-frog wrote:
I let you make me angry for no reason.
You just said my words mean nothing to you, thus proving you're a liar.
code-frog wrote:
When I realized you use it as a way to control people and that intimidation works for you I decided that wasn't at all what I wanted.
What the fuck are you talking about? You came flaming off the handle over NOTHING!!! I got upset due to it and you say it's because I'm trying to control?!? Once again, look at the pot calling the tea kettle black. Simple psychology man, you accuse me of that because it's in you.
code-frog wrote:
Since you seem hell bent on having the last word and making me look bad or stupid or whatever go ahead. You can do it until your blue in the face. I wish you well.
I'm just pointing out the obvious.
code-frog wrote:
That seems to be something you take pride in.
I am what I am, and I'm not ashamed to be me. That's something you can't say when you look in the mirror I bet. Jeremy Falcon
Well you didn't blast me in my final reply. So either I'm sounding less like an ass to you or I'm making some ground. Regardless, you have certainly brought some good things to life for me that I need to *quit* doing (like acting like I'm the sherriff of CP and other things). All in all though not pleasant I've picked up some value from your comments. Now time will tell if I actually learned anything. Catch you later Jeremy Falcon and when I have a chance I'll polish up my comments about how I get work and post them. :rose: Yup, the pain meds wore off and I'm up taking more. Anyway catch you later.:cool:
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Well you didn't blast me in my final reply. So either I'm sounding less like an ass to you or I'm making some ground. Regardless, you have certainly brought some good things to life for me that I need to *quit* doing (like acting like I'm the sherriff of CP and other things). All in all though not pleasant I've picked up some value from your comments. Now time will tell if I actually learned anything. Catch you later Jeremy Falcon and when I have a chance I'll polish up my comments about how I get work and post them. :rose: Yup, the pain meds wore off and I'm up taking more. Anyway catch you later.:cool:
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code-frog wrote:
Well you didn't blast me in my final reply.
:omg: I never got an email for it. Anyway I just read it. The point is, is that I've screwed up god only knows how many times in life - even on CP, but when push came to shove I've always apologized for it when and if I knew there was fault on my part. Now, I don't expect honor and dignity from people on CP much (posting here taught me that), but I did from you. You should take that as a compliment btw. Also, you went through elaborate lengths to not say sorry, oops, or whatever. Which to me, was the exact opposite of the person I thought you to be. It's been days, so it's a dead issue for me. I don't carry grudges over arguments too long. Life is too short for that.
code-frog wrote:
Regardless, you have certainly brought some good things to life for me that I need to *quit* doing
We all have our little demons. It may be hard to beleive, but I've always had an overbearing personality. :rolleyes: It's something I have to keep in check. Sometimes I don't realize I'm being overbearing until it's too late. But, that's the cards I was handed in life, so I do what I can with it.
code-frog wrote:
I'll polish up my comments about how I get work and post them.
That would be cool. I'd love to be independent; I'm still a rookie to the game though. I'm working on a simple website right now to resell ebooks for extra cash, but I was kinda hoping for something more serious. Jeremy Falcon