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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
Irrational though it may sound, you might find yourself hoping you will walk walk arounda corner to find him there and it was all a big mistake. It takes time to truly accept someone has gone. RIP :love: Elaine :rose: The tigress is here :-D
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
Damn - I'm really sorry. I've only lost one grandparent ( grandfather as well ) and it wasn't even remotely a surprise, but it still hit me hard. Christian Graus - Microsoft MVP - C++ Metal Musings - Rex and my new metal blog
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
(((( Hugs :love: )))) I'm so sorry to hear of your loss hun. I can totally understand your pain...even now I still miss my grandparents terribly. :(( All I can suggest is not to grieve his loss, but rather to celebrate the man he was. Why not raise a glass to him on the journey he is now making? If you think of it that way, it may not be so painful. :rose: Anna :rose: Currently working mostly on: Visual Lint :cool: Anna's Place | Tears and Laughter "Be yourself - not what others think you should be" - Marcia Graesch "Anna's just a sexy-looking lesbian tart" - A friend, trying to wind me up. It didn't work.
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
My condolences. :rose:
-- Nominated For Three Glemmys
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
I am always short of words when I have to condole someone on their loved one's death. Very very sorry to hear this.
"Some people believe football is a matter of life and death. I'm very disappointed with that attitude. I can assure you it is much, much more important than that. -- Bill Shankly"
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code-frog wrote:
My wife and I are the peacemakers in the family and it's just going to be a lot of work that isn't going to be all that fun.
Here's to the tunnel at the other end. It's cheesy, but that's about the best I can think of right now.
code-frog wrote:
I won't be sleeping as much for a while.
Well, at least Jörgen doesn't sleep anymore, you'll have someone to talk to. :) Jeremy Falcon
Jeremy Falcon wrote:
Well, at least Jörgen doesn't sleep anymore, you'll have someone to talk to.
I had a 4 hour power nap! And now I'm off to scrub this hell hole I call home. :sigh:
-- Featuring GRATUITOUS ALIEN NUDITY
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
It's terrible knowing there's nothing one can say to help you, I'm really sorry for your loss :rose:
A mum and loving it!
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
code-frog wrote:
Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.
Your words say it well, my freind. You also have a few tears from me. :rose: "Yes I know the voices are not real. But they have some pretty good ideas."
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
That's a shame. I lost my grandfather to cancer, and had to watch him slowly deteriorate. I'd have preferred that it was sudden, but I don't call the shots. You'll pull through, buddy. You are the Code-Frog!! :rose: :josh: My WPF Blog[^]
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather, Rex. I hope you have many good memories to look back on and remember him by. My thoughts are with you. :rose: BW
If you're not part of the solution, you're part of the precipitate.
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure he would want you to remember all the good times. God bless you and your family.
I can imagine the sinking feeling one would have after ordering my book, only to find a laughably ridiculous theory with demented logic once the book arrives - Mark McCutcheon
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
Codey, sorry for your loss. Hope you do well. And my prayers for you and your Grandfather. Peace. -ahz ---sig---
Silence is the voice of complicity Strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. -- Vincent Reynolds Might I suggest that the universe was always the size of the cosmos. It is just that at one point the cosmos was the size of a marble. -- Colin Angus Mackay PS. If you don't understand my sarcasm -- go to hell! -
Im really sorry to hear your news mate. Other than that I cant really think of anything to say to you. When my Father died I spent a lot of energy looking after my Mum and neglected my own feelings and my own need to grieve which made things a lot harder in the long run. Objects in mirror are closer than they appear
I'm not one to hide from grief but it will slowly manifest over a period of time and in the same way it will dissipate.
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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(((( Hugs :love: )))) I'm so sorry to hear of your loss hun. I can totally understand your pain...even now I still miss my grandparents terribly. :(( All I can suggest is not to grieve his loss, but rather to celebrate the man he was. Why not raise a glass to him on the journey he is now making? If you think of it that way, it may not be so painful. :rose: Anna :rose: Currently working mostly on: Visual Lint :cool: Anna's Place | Tears and Laughter "Be yourself - not what others think you should be" - Marcia Graesch "Anna's just a sexy-looking lesbian tart" - A friend, trying to wind me up. It didn't work.
Yeah, he was 90 years old and I don't grieve his loss. I read a line in a book once my Margaret Weiss and Tracy Hickman. I was a teen-ager when I read it. "We don't mourn the loss of those who die fulfilling their destiny." I say goodbye to soldiers but they died how they lived and that's honorably (I hope, use to be you could say that with more conviction.). My grandfather fulfilled his destiny in many ways. He was part of the research team that designed, developed and implemented the interfaces for nuclear-powered propulsion systems in the U.S. Navy's subs. The boomer class submarine might as well have his name on it. He was a brilliant and mysterious man in many ways. To the day he died he was bound by oaths of secrecy to the U.S. Government as both he and my grandmother (died almost a year ago exactly) were part of early White Sands stuff and heavily involved with Nasa first space missions. He was a tremendous man with many accomplishments so it's easy to celebrate how he lived. I think it's just the passing of a life from yours that is so bizarre. If life were fabric and each thread quilted a small piece of life then the death of someone rips a whole from your fabric of life. It's hard to patch that whole but you slowly fill it in with new memories of new loved ones and over time your fabric of life is restored. I think that's what gets me the most. The emptiness from the hole. It's a strange sort of disconnected feeling that can take a while to come to terms with. - Rex :rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
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Damn - I'm really sorry. I've only lost one grandparent ( grandfather as well ) and it wasn't even remotely a surprise, but it still hit me hard. Christian Graus - Microsoft MVP - C++ Metal Musings - Rex and my new metal blog
My grandfather was 90 so it's easier to deal with. He lived a long and rich life and I believe he was satisfied with how he lived it. The death that rocked my world was losing a very close friend in a rock climbing accident. He fell, and fell, and fell and fell and that was how he died. That was very hard to come to terms with. Both of us so young. I mourned for his parents as he was their only natural child leaving them with an adopted sister (which is totally fine but still their only son is gone). Read my reply furhter down to Anna.:rose:
"You have an arrow in your butt!" - Fiona:cool:
Welcome to CP in your language. Post the unicode version in My CP Blog [ ^ ] now.People who don't understand how awesome Firefox is have never used CPhog[^]CPhog. The act of using CPhog (Firefox)[^] alone doesn't make Firefox cool. It opens your eyes to the possibilities and then you start looking for other things like CPhog (Firefox)[^] and your eyes are suddenly open to all sorts of useful things all through Firefox. - (Self Quote)
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I'm not looking for answers just marking the event really. My grandfather was found dead tonight in his bathroom on the floor. Yeah, that's about how I felt to when I heard. This isn't the first death I've had to face the first was my best friend in 1996. There have been a few others after that. I'm amazed at what it does to your mind. It rips you out of your world and suddenly immerses you into the past. Memories rush in but you really try to maintain a grip on the present but really you can't at all the present just is and the memories are pouring out like a river. Even if you sat in the memories they just rush past you and you are left as you were. Alone to think about the passing of another persons life and what that meant to you. Anyway, it's going to be a very late night a somber night... This life is just a trip and at times it's the most euphoric trip you can get and at others you are left looking around wondering a lot of things... Well... What can I say...:^) Gramps I love you may you go in peace and in God Speed find your rest.:rose:
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Rex, I'm really sorry about your grandfather's death. My deepest condolences :rose: This can't just be an another day in your life. Yesterday evening my friend's dad expired. I was really unable to convince him by anywords. Loosing the loved ones would be the most painful moment even more painful than dying itself.:( . :rose:I just looked into your thread, sorry for the late response Rex.
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