Dinner

[soap brain]

I've never described anything I've cooked to anybody before—and I seldom cook—but tonight I prepared a seafood fettuccine and used way too much cream and white wine. I served myself a huge portion, considering my neglected, emaciated body; and I had a big glass of wine with it. Half an hour after finishing it I was lying on my grubby unvacuumed carpet quite drunk and almost comatose. I still feel lightheaded and stupefied. It's been a long time since I've posted here but I'm so lonely.